It all starts with a simple what if I go.... "If I study abroad"..."If I look for a job in another country"... "If I venture out"... "IfI stay to see if there is any luck"... "If I try to see if thisrelationship works"...It all starts with a dream, with an ambition,with the expectation of a better life and with the hope that every new experience provokes.It all starts with a first trip that awakens inyou an existential curiosity and an endless pleasure to discoverlife.From one moment to the next you become an eternal immigrant, whodoes not feel like they are from here or from there. And after tryingto pack in a couple of suitcases -or three as in my case- a whole life and everything you felt you needed being away from home, suddenly you find yourself facing a totally different and unknown life, which youhave to embrace and now do by yourself.If you are about to emigrate or have already emigrated and feel lost in the process, if you do notunderstand why you feel what you feel, if you feel overwhelmed by thewhirlwind of emotions you are experiencing, I want you to know thatmany times we need to los